I
am the most exciting person in the world. I have fallen
completely in love with myself and there is nothing I can do about it. I
certainly have chosen the most electrifying entertaining illuminating
invigorating fun-filled being in the universe to fall in love with.
Falling in love is a unique thrilling event; it leaves every other
experience in the background as inconsequential. It is a natural focused
know-how event.
I
was doing my morning introspection as I revealed these exhilarating
thoughts as a divine awareness. Whoopee, I jumped into my day shouting
out: YES, I am in love with myself, I like me! I truly have fun being
me.
Being
in love is living in the consciousness with who I am in love. Often
this is thought as someone other than me, someone I depend on to make
me happy. How foolish-- what a waste of time to forget that I AM
NUMBER ONE and that all the world around me is reflecting the love I
live from within.
The
other day a young lady called for healing prayer. Her voice was gentle
yet reluctant to claim and accept the truth about her love-life.
"I would like to have a partner who cares for me, who respects
me, who loves me," she pleaded. "I feel so lonely since my
mother died and nobody is here to stroke me and give me good
advice."
While
we were talking, Monique realized how she had become contingent on the
positive, uplifting words her mother had shared with her over the
years. Now that her mother left, she felt abandoned, helpless, empty,
longing for someone to caress her and be with her. Monique’s
dejected state was an obvious reaction of NOT being in charge of her
life, not loving herself. We instantly went to the "medicine
cabinet" putting balm on her soul. Together we spoke powerful
healing words; we put a cause in motion building a happy attitude of
self-love.
I
am number one. I am the most important person in my life. I thoroughly
enjoy my own company. I like me. I love me just the way I am. I am a
spiritually illumined being living in my divine consciousness of I AM
THAT I AM.
Monique
got excited and even signed up for the University of Healing
correspondence course to study to know herself and live in the energy
flow of being her super self, liking herself.
To
spend time alone gives me time to introspect and get in contact with
my REAL ME. There came a moment in my life when I asked myself: What
is more important and more enjoyable, to be in "need" or
"want" of someone, as a partner, friend or relative who
adores and spoils me--which is a perfectly excellent human
arrangement--or living in my spiritual, unlimited, fulfilled
awareness? Divine yet a human being, I take pleasure in living and
being surrounded by me. I look forward to every moment I spend in my
joyous delightful company. I take private walks singing and talking to
nature; I go shopping alone, meeting all kinds of loving
"MEs", I travel alone by plane, car, train or thought, yet I
do not feel lonely or abandoned as I am content within. I am in love
with myself. Hurrah!
Being
in love with myself I respect my body by whatever I think. I naturally
do everything for myself as I am the most important person in the
universe.
As
an illustration I set a lovely table for my meal, I set it because I
am my own most wonderful royal company. I use a beautiful table cloth
with a matching fresh napkin. I decorate the table with flowers and
light a romantic candle; I take time to enjoy the delicious home
cooked meal and, smile, just enjoying BEING!
On
a cold winter day, I light a gentle cozy fire in my fireplace and
watch the colorful flames lovingly playing with each other. I have the
time of my life. Nobody other than me can ever make me happier and
more fulfilled than my peaceful thoughts about me and my world in
oneness of those timeless moments spent privately with me. Hours pass
yet time stands still. Truly I know there is no space, no time, no
otherness but ME in love with me! Falling in love with me is all that
matters. It is done and it is fun! I give myself a Valentine and I
love to smell my roses from my garden of love.
-Dr Ellen Jermini
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