
EARLY ONE
Au-gust morning I sit cuddled in my meditation chair letting my daily
affirmations surge through my consciousness. A gentle echo from within
floods my thinking:
I like me. I am divine order. I am peace.
I nestle down in my thoughts enjoying blissful peace of mind.
The day dawns leisurely clearing the darkness of my
cozy room. I feel my own presence as a neverendingness now swathed in a
state of selflessness. I am that I am that I am.
The eternal now glows in luminous energy reflecting the
glow of this initiating day. With this glorious awakening of nature I
too am ready for my morning walk and for a refreshing swim in the
outdoor pool of the Absolute Monastery.
I step outside! A moment of hesitation challenges my
decision to walk further. An unexpected, unusually cool morning breeze
strokes my body, I am ready to run back into my warm house.
"Shake it
away", hums through my consciousness, "shake it away" repeats itself.
Ah
yes, a whisper from within . . . three-year-old Susie in Switzerland!
Susie is the smallest of the five in the Arnold’s family! A short movie
replays the following charming scene in my mind.
Susie is frolicking on
her garden swing. She giggles and laughs kicking up her heels against
the swing. With every stride her blue skirt flies up while her blond
pony tail wiggles with every move. She is having fun. Inadvertently she
slips and falls flat on her face. No more giggling, no joyful laughter,
no squeaking of the swing! Silence!
"Mummy! Mummy!" she cries,
hesitating to get some attention.
With a fleeting glance untouched,
unworried--as my friend her mother Monique proves herself as a wise
mother of five kids, she quietly but firmly speaks up: "Susie, shake it
away, shake it away!"
With a deep sigh of release, after getting her
mummy’s attention, Susie jumps up. Like a soggy dog she wiggles her body
assertively shaking off any apparent hurt. She squeals in delight as
once more she grasps the swing to go on playing.
Encouraged by the
remembrance of Susie’s story, I shake away my slight indecision. I step
outside now eagerly marching up the hill. My trail winds up and down
tiny valleys adorned with short naked straw trees (humanly called
weeds)--of which some are filled with miniature yellow sparklers, others
are standing there totally bare. With the fire of my inner sun I see
this path in a new light. The gospel of nature speaks to me in parables
as I pass by fluffy feather-like white covered green bushes, lovely
flower bouquets--a foot high--packed with tiny white blossom bells
growing right from the center of my path, imposing yucca plants carrying
their pear-like fruits stretching their pointed arms heavenward. Every
tree, every bush, every blade of grass reflects my joy filled heart, a
now-experience I totally take pleasure in.
I behold the good in this
morning majesty and glory listening to nature’s silence of love.
Arriving on top of the hill I take another glance over the vast chain of
mountains surrounding our campus before I enter the pool area.
The
crystal-clear water reflects the dark blue sky just inviting me to jump
in. I jump in and WOW!
The water feels warm. The air is still cool. I
happily swim, paddle, splash, jump and float on its transparent surface
enjoying this special moment a truly illuminating day.
-Dr Ellen Jermini
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