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I live in my ideal
spirit mind and body. Every thought I think I think of my original
purity and integrity. I think of my archetypical self and how I am the
ideal idea in the mind of myself, my creator, at the very outset of my
awareness of whom and what I am.
These
are noble and ostentatious words to say about myself however they reveal
what my divine nature is, what my creative cause is, who I am.
Just
as I am able to wander from the path of my life and ogle the byways with
interest and even delight, my original purity and integrity is always
consistent, true and extant. My curiosity takes me from the onepointed
reality to a multipointed belief, that upon which appearances are built.
At first I know what I am doing and consciously create a world of
multiplicity and illusion based on a flamboyance of conclusions which
seem exciting. The more attention I give to this new way of looking at
life, the more I am convinced that it is my reality--for I can touch it.
Within
me is a longing for something more stable, something which is more all
inclusive that I sense but cannot touch. In my heart and soul is an
awareness of my reality, my real reality that I have somehow let drift
away from the present me. It is as though I have a secret longing for
something which I cannot put my finger on but it is so very real in me
that I know I must pursue it with all diligence.
My
challenge is to know what I am seeking and to know how I am to go about
seeking that illusive reality.
I
can easily answer this challenge by saying I am seeking the real me and
that I go about seeking it by revealing what is already there.
The REAL Me
My original
purity and integrity, this is the real me.
What an easy
out!
What
is my original purity and integrity? The idea original is easy to
define. Original is myself as the archetypal being, the standard by
which I define my I am. This is the me that set me aside from all other
creation. It is my uniqueness, my distinctiveness, my exclusivity, my
individuality. This is in no way to be interpreted that I am better or
more wonderful than any other creation: but rather, I am the one and
only creation that exists and have none other by which to compare
myself.
Essentially:
I am number one. Ah yes, I am the original creative cause. I am the
model. I am the imaginative essence of all life, I am the purity and
integrity of all conceptualization. I am all that is.
Something
within me rebels as I say these words. Humanness says that it is unholy
to say such things. As a physical being I am limited. It says I am
required to grovel in the inadequacy of my thought from wherever I get
such a thought. From wherever I get such a thought is of no importance.
That I get such a thought is the amazing thing if I am always keeping my
thinking on my original purity and integrity.
I
know this. I am aware of this. I see my shortfall in allowing myself to
concentrate on any thought which I know in the ultimate of my being is
incorrect for me. Certainly it is not my original purity and integrity.
Disabling the
Illusion
As
a human, if I experience an illness, an illusion which seems very
real—I know the only way to change that illusion is to plan on
wholeness. Either I go to the doctor for medicine or to my personal
psychologist for making a change in my thinking about my illusion.
Whatever
I do, I seek to disable the illusion and return to my original purity
and integrity. I want my body to reflect its wholeness, so this presumes
wholeness is natural to it. To reflect this naturalness I must somehow
either outwardly change the condition of my body, or inwardly change the
condition of my mind.
The
medical doctor keeps the body alive so that the natural condition of the
body can reassert itself.
My
personal psychologist guides me to reestablish the foundation upon which
I affirm my original purity and integrity and remain centered and
anchored in that awareness. In this way I reveal my original purity and
integrity so powerfully that I never let it go.
However,
let it go I do whenever I let my imagination fool me into thinking that
anything exists outside of me, outside of my original purity and
integrity.
For
my personal psychologist to be effective means that every moment of my
life I speak my word and claim the truth about myself. Every moment of
my life I live to reveal what I believe is my original purity and
integrity. My mind is so onepointed in this awareness any other thought
is not given any attention.
This is being
in the world but not of the world.
I
live in the world of illusion. I am not master of the world of illusion.
I am master of the awareness of my original purity and integrity. For me
there is no other existence other than my own. There is no other "world"
than my world. There is no other thinking than my thinking of perfection
and oneness of that which I am.
I Confirm My
Reality
Phrases
I use affirming my reality are simple and pure. I say them
unconsciously, consciously, reverently, thoughtfully, lovingly,
eternally, every moment of my life.
I
am my original purity and integrity.
I am unconditional love.
I like me.
All is in divine order.
I am my ideal spirit mind and body.
Just
saying these things I confirm their reality in my life. Just knowing
these things I live in the awareness of what they reveal to me.
The
more I live in these statements my mind is strongly embraced by their
effectiveness. People reflect my belief in my presence. Wherever I go
ALL the world is living in its original purity and integrity. It is the
most natural thing imaginable. Since there is no place in my thinking
for otherness, there is no otherness. Since there is no place in my
thinking for limitation, there is no limitation. Since there is no place
in me for anything other than my original purity and integrity, none
exist.
For me it
works.
For everyone
in my world it works.
I
see everyone in my world, my creation, living in their original purity
and integrity. I could add "now" but this is a redundant word.
For there is no other time but now and no other place but here so indeed
it is superfluous to say "now" as lovely as it sounds.
Someone
may ask, If you see everyone in
your world living their original purity and integrity, how come everyone
does not see themselves that way?
Good
Question!
I
cannot see anyone in my world, my creation, needing changing. My eyes
are so pure and integral that everything I see I am, hence I see who and
what I am in all. Others may have illusions in their lives but I can
only see the reality of whom and what each is.
You
might chide, Sure, you see
everything beautiful, you see everything whole and perfect, you see life
rosy and fine in all areas. So then why can’t I see that vision you
have?
You
can see the vision I have. You give more presence to the illusions you
have created rather than to your original purity and integrity--which is
all that truly matters.
I
am with a protesting person. I say to them that any apparent illness is
temporary--they want it to end, they expect it to end, they are not
happy with it and do not want it at all. Then I say, Speak
your word that you are whole and perfect. Each protest, But
how in the face of the condition? Of course, it is just in the face
of such a condition that you speak your word and the new cause is
brought forth.
I live what I
believe
I share what I believe
I am what I believe.
I am my original purity and integrity.
-Dr Herbert L Beierle |
